"Forgive me Lord." I cried.
I thought I was ready for your forgiveness. I lied.
I have asked you on countless occasions to forgive me. Although, with this forgiveness, I never stop sinning
The same sins.
I have even asked you to help me forgive others, including my friends. I have asked that you help them to forgive me for hurting them.
However, I never asked you to help me forgive myself.
Dear Lord, help me to forgive myself for destroying this temple that was once deemed a body.
Forgive me for the acts that I have participated in. Forgive me for acting so ungodly.
Is there any way possible for you to rebuild scraps in a garbage disposal?
May I make a proposal for you to rebuild this trash that was once your daughter?
You’re the God of making impossible possible. So is it possible for one to find the beauty in my ugliness?
Lord help me to forgive myself
For allowing my body to become filthy
Who would ever be crazy enough to love me.
Lord forgive me because I have sinned against you. I am a disgrace before you. I do not deserve your grace, your mercy, or you.
Lord, I know I do not deserve your love.
Lord I know you’re not in the business of rebuilding trash, but God make clean my past, rebuild me with a foundation that will last.
Change my name. Change my label. Prepare a table
Before the presence of my enemies. Show them that you have forgiven my iniquities.
Lord I declare that I am healed. Your servant will be rebuilt. I am forgiven. I am loved, by my Father up above.
You said all these things in your word, and your word will not return unto me void.
God I know I am unworthy of your blessing but I am not letting go until you bless me.